bunny
December 10, 2025 at 8:15:22 PM
i lied.
i didn't want you to stop pursuing me. i am afraid to be the very reason why you won't be a good father - or a father in the first place. you, among all the people i met, deserve to be a parent. i can see your kid having the same smile you'd make whenever you see 24chicken, the same brown eyes that lit up, and a temple of your unconditional love and wisdom.
and i can't live with being the reason why you can't have that.
perhaps we were meant to intersect, but only once in this lifetime. it's better than being parallel lines for the rest of our lives.
i hope one day you find the right person - or the right person finds you. one that will raise a child with you - one capable of being by your side and give you the opportunity to be a father.
i'm so happy to have crossed paths with you. the probability of us meeting 30,000 people in a span of 80 years of our lifetime and making the chance of encountering someone on earth is 0.000375%.
you will be the 0.000375% that i will always think about, rahrah.
thank you for allowing me to be selfish enough to experience just how much love you're willing to give to another human being.
the memories of you will have a comfy place in my soul for as long as it lives.